Losses

Granny;
I love you Sweetie Pie..
I really hate to see you cry..

But not as much as you having to live through day I'd die..

October 2nd, 1999,
And when I left this world, 
I'm sorry, I couldn't look into your eyes..

The end and my demise,
Started hate, and pure despise..

Such a pretty day, wish I could stay, and take the pain away..

But God called and I answered,
Cause I couldn't stay another day..

Happened in the morning,
Not late, inside your bed you lay..

Listening to Pam cry hysterically,
After my fade...

It hurt you bad, results were surely costly...

You couldn't understand,
But you knew that you had lost me..

I was stressing, 
And I ended in a coffin..

I still watch your every move,
And see you crying, as you're smoking, coughing..

You got my blanket still, a gift, 
That's now a gift for me,

I wouldn't change the outcome,
You'd probably just turn out differently..

Your first love that you lost,
Just please remember me,

I know it broke your heart,
Now you can live as you make history..

(I love you sweetie pie.)



Slap;
What's going on Zo,
You know I miss ya,

When you had to let me go,
I know...