hello I miss you one day I think it's true the next I see right through one day I think it's true and the next I see right through
I don't want to be irrational believe me I need to be very rational
but when I stepped up those stairs and walked into where you had last been there was something not right the energy was not surrounding me one day I think that it's true the next I see right through or at least I think I do could it be the stage of denial or could I be leaning more towards the truth I feel like I'll never know either way but the time that we spent together was much appreciated much needed and much missed and though you're not here you will live on you meant well you'll never really treated very well but I guess that's how it goes I will often wonder if you have found peace because I find it hard to cope in this life as there is no peace there is only demand there is so much stress my life is super controlled...