So what now 
Looking around 
Been home for two years 
Feeling ok 
Feeling emotions 
Happy,
Bored as hell,
Not got enough,
Seeing valentine day coming up
Just another thing mocking me 
Saying hahaha 
Your single 
Alone 
No lover or friend to be with 
Yeah brain I know I’m alone 
Feeling the pain 
Of darkness under the blankets 
The Suffocation of air being in the sheets 
Telling me your going to die alone 
You aren’t made for this world 
They are...