My beloved friend,

I thought I could contain my feelings for you like a water in a cup. But to my disappointment, every time you are near, the water (symbolizing my feelings for you in this context) just spills right off the cup of my heart. I do not know how you do it, but for you, it is just very easy to read me and catch me off guard with your words and actions. It might be that my feelings for you are just way too strong to control or I am simply not good enough at hiding it.

Either way, before you, I am this nervous wreck trying so hard to look calm on the surface when inside, I am dying; drowning with my own emotions, wanting you to like me the way I like you. To be honest and straightforward, I like you very much. Maybe, too much. What is it about you that...