she is lost
n she didn't even know what she fell anymore
she is both happy and sad at the same time

she will never tell
how she fell
she will stay quiet
n keep it for herself

she is lost so much
she gained so little
she will never fell good enough for anyone
not even for herself

she will laugh
n she will smile
she will act like everything is fine
but she knows
behind her smile
she holded a broken heart

she would forgive over and over again
just because she is afraid to lose him who never saw her real worth

she was expected tooo much
n she didn't learned to let go
she got attached tooo fast
n when time came
a part of her was gone too

n all those promises
in which she believed
flew away just like wind

n she waited
n waited
but never came

all she ever wants
is to never feel again
because every time she feel
all she feel is pain
© Anu