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N Y C T O P H I L E
It's when I fall in love with darkness,
When the fake within me poured out to it,
It's that time when I'm only just confident,
To unveil my face to it and throw the mask off...

The evil inside me killing myself with it,
I survive just the cause I have this darkside,
The crystal picture of some people's mind,
It's just blank and dark as it looks..

Darkness, it knows me from the deep,
From my laughters to tears to fears,
It knows me more than I could,
It can hold it long after my end,
It's just the reflection of my heart,
Just a glitch of my angel and evil,
I can't survive without it,
Nor you can do it so smoothly..

It knows what I'm afraid of,
It knows why I'm tearing off,
It knows who I'm in love with,
It knows when I'm raged a lot..

It knows who's next at the point of my knife,
It knows who is the next to hit with my karma,
It knows whome I'm going to protect from the death notes,
It knows how worse I can be..

That is what I just hide off,
I just show my coating out the day,
Whoever knows me from deep,
Is none but me myself and the dark..

Everyone have two faces I know,
But I have multiple of them at a time,
I use it now or then or never,
But I'll never lose it until all masks gets burnt,
Until then I can be happy,sad or fake,
Still I can lose in my own thoughts..

© trusfrated.girl