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Depressed Fantasy
Depression leaves me feeling low
It works like gravity but on the soul
I feel the pull and begin to wonder
Am i ready now to be 6 feet under
I have people who need me
reasons for life
but my reasons take back seat
when I'm holding this knife
The scent of blood
escaping my veins
My soul starts towards freedom
There's almost no pain
I watch it Pour down
my arm like a river
I see the end coming
I feel a cold shiver
like death ran its fingers
straight up my spine
my eyes getting heavy
it's finally my time
A smile on my lips
the end draws near
I start to feel Joy
not one hint of fear
then I realize I'm okay
laying here in my bed
and my perfect end Vision
was all in my head
My body feels heavy
should have seen it's not real
cuz it didn't alleviate
The pain that I feel
So i lay there and wonder
maybe one day I'll be able
but for now I'll go on
even though I'm unstable
© The Moonlight Bard
It works like gravity but on the soul
I feel the pull and begin to wonder
Am i ready now to be 6 feet under
I have people who need me
reasons for life
but my reasons take back seat
when I'm holding this knife
The scent of blood
escaping my veins
My soul starts towards freedom
There's almost no pain
I watch it Pour down
my arm like a river
I see the end coming
I feel a cold shiver
like death ran its fingers
straight up my spine
my eyes getting heavy
it's finally my time
A smile on my lips
the end draws near
I start to feel Joy
not one hint of fear
then I realize I'm okay
laying here in my bed
and my perfect end Vision
was all in my head
My body feels heavy
should have seen it's not real
cuz it didn't alleviate
The pain that I feel
So i lay there and wonder
maybe one day I'll be able
but for now I'll go on
even though I'm unstable
© The Moonlight Bard
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