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fading.
TW:SH


my scars are fading.
I feel my hands trembling at the thought.
they say the fading is supposed to mean it gets better.
well for me it doesn't.
the fading only means I need to see them again.
fall right back.
into my war.
I am trying so hard to end it
the war I mean.
I want to get better
but the silence feels deadly
and my skin is working against me.
scratching me inside
so I'll give its scars back
and I don't want to
but I feel I need to
my scars are fading.
© aerys