The concept of being with you disgusts me, it freaks me the hell out!!!
It was like at that time i was under a spell.
Lusting after you,craving for your company, seeking for your opinions and attention .
You know, by that time i thought that if you left i wouldn't have the guts
To survive,wouldn't have it in me to be okay.

It seems like i grew out of love with you just as easily as i learnt to let myself love you.
You may hang in there if you like and wait for me to fall head over heels for you again because i ran out of patience, ran short of my feelings for you

I still won't forget the sting of all the times you taunted me,mocked me for letting you love me . Was that a crime?

The times you played with my emotions, threatened to let me go, pushed me so that i could leave. I held my ground , didn't break my resolve and you thought i was determined to stay , that you could still have control over me. You didn't realise that was my mechanism of staying alive, of surviving , of making it to the next day.

Now you act like you can't live without me. Why didn't you consider that a longtime ago. Those,days when you acted like our love was one-sided because right now it's much too late.

I fell out of love with you, i moved on and am with people who know what am worth.
You keep assuming that we are still together after all the pain you have put me through,what a joke!

I bet you are asking around for the price of a wedding band,fantasing of marriage!
Ever heard of grooms left at the altar?

Have you ever met someone who had their heart ripped out of their chest and stomped on?
Just stay and insist on loving me.
#Spicyminx
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