The concept of being with you disgusts me, it freaks me the hell out!!!
It was like at that time i was under a spell.
Lusting after you,craving for your company, seeking for your opinions and attention .
You know, by that time i thought that if you left i wouldn't have the guts
To survive,wouldn't have it in me to be okay.

It seems like i grew out of love with you just as easily as i learnt to let myself love you.
You may hang in there if you like and wait for me to fall head over heels for you again because i ran out of patience, ran short of my feelings for you

I still won't forget the sting of all the times you taunted me,mocked me for letting you...