Selfhatred at its peak
Empty, hollow, that's all I am,
A broken record, stuck on "waste" I chant.
Friend I failed, a student too,
No use for anything, that's all I knew.
Die I whispered, a coward's dream,
But even death feels like a distant gleam.
No laughter lives inside this chest,
Just a heavy heart, forever suppressed.
Shy and unseen, a ghost of a friend,
God's creation, with a broken end.
Trash on two legs, that's all I see,
Never reaching high, forever I'll be.
A son I failed, a disappointment deep,
Dreams turned to dust, in nightmares I sleep.
Empty eyes stare back from the glass,
Loved? Never felt it, not meant to last.
Walking mistake, a burden to hold,
Healing touch? My hands are cold.
Useless, unwanted, a waste of space,
Each breath I take, a slap in the face.
Even a pile of dirt, worth more they say,
Than my existence, cast...
A broken record, stuck on "waste" I chant.
Friend I failed, a student too,
No use for anything, that's all I knew.
Die I whispered, a coward's dream,
But even death feels like a distant gleam.
No laughter lives inside this chest,
Just a heavy heart, forever suppressed.
Shy and unseen, a ghost of a friend,
God's creation, with a broken end.
Trash on two legs, that's all I see,
Never reaching high, forever I'll be.
A son I failed, a disappointment deep,
Dreams turned to dust, in nightmares I sleep.
Empty eyes stare back from the glass,
Loved? Never felt it, not meant to last.
Walking mistake, a burden to hold,
Healing touch? My hands are cold.
Useless, unwanted, a waste of space,
Each breath I take, a slap in the face.
Even a pile of dirt, worth more they say,
Than my existence, cast...