"ᴅᴇsᴘᴇʀᴀтᴇ" —
ι ᴅoɴ'т нᴀvᴇ ᴀɴʏ ᴘʀoʙʟᴇмs wιтн ᴀɴʏтнιɴԍ,
Excᴇᴘт ғoʀ мʏsᴇʟғ.
ι κᴇᴇᴘ ᴀsκιɴԍ Quᴇsтιoɴs,
wнʏ мusт ι ғᴇᴇʟ ʟικᴇ ι'м тʀᴀᴘᴘᴇᴅ ιɴsιᴅᴇ ᴀ sнᴇʟғ?

ᴅᴇsᴘᴇʀᴀтᴇ?
wнᴇɴ ᴀʟʟ ι wᴀɴт ιs тo ʙᴇ нᴀᴘᴘʏ.
ᴅᴇsᴘᴇʀᴀтᴇ? wнᴇɴ ι ʏᴇᴀʀɴ тo ᴇscᴀᴘᴇ тнιs ʀᴇᴀʟιтʏ?
ιғ oɴʟʏ ᴀʟcoнoʟ couʟᴅ ᴅʀᴀιɴ мʏ ᴘʀoʙʟᴇмs,
wouʟᴅ тнᴀт sтιʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴅᴇsᴘᴇʀᴀтᴇ?

нᴀᴘᴘιɴᴇss ιs ᴀʟʟ ι sᴇᴇκ, ιs ιт тoo мucн тo ᴀsκ?
oʀ ιғ ι couʟᴅ נusт ᴅιsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀ, ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇтuʀɴ ᴀs ιғ ɴoтнιɴԍ нᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ.
ιғ ι couʟᴅ נusт ʀᴇsтᴀʀт,
wιтн ᴀ sιᴘ oғ wιɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ мʏ owɴ ʙʟooᴅ.


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