Sorry I haven't been keeping in touch but I know by the focus and status that you may be ok or maybe I could be wrong some times the web lies about our life hey I guess that's how life became to us and some. i know I haven't written to you ever but that doesn't mean you don't run to through my mind like crazy I bet I run through yours also even though you can't say my name out loud the same with me I guess. i know I say only life knows and yet I still hold into that. i know maybe the timming ain't right is not time for us only God knows if I have to pretend that then yes life ain't right at times..is clockwise but the feelings and emotions can't deny .our memories all we have some good some bad but the perfect ones those I cherish forever for sure thank you for those..we live different life at this moment but in reality, our minds are stuck like one can you feel what I am saying every time the songs play what comes in mind or when looking at the photo memories runs threw none stop wishing and hoping for that again. i am sorry I haven't kept in touch I apologize for that but I also couldn't end up what we once had either it is too hard to do that again so that's why I keep keeping you around somewhere somehow..sorry but I had it to put my self first I had it to give me all but honestly who I am fooling .once is set ain't no changing that as much as I try to change otherwise .some one once told me your eyes don't lie and for once I understand too that..so sorry for not been there the way I suppose to be but I know one day I will I just have to make sure I give my all ..but I am doing ok and still trying to put my self first but been kinda hard but working hard for that. I wish I can stop lying to my self it would be so much easy but in reality, I am afraid to hurt people. So I am sorry for a lot of things I hope you can forgive me and I hope you always keep me in mind the same way I keep you in mines ...

by.jrt

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