My dear love,
I wanted to share my thoughts, my feelings and what makes me despair,
I want to share with you
What makes me happy; what makes me feel blue,
So you can sense that my love is honest and true.

Every day not a single minute
Passes by without you in it
Your skin, your voice, your body, your touch
All of these moments, I miss them so much.

You are so present, so deep in my heart and our souls will never be apart,
But circumstance and distance can be so overwhelming sometimes,
They close doors and create doubt and we start blaming each other

There are some actions of mine which I know are for sure.
The feeling so wrong, though my intentions are pure
They are painful and impossible to bear , rather can't endure
And you feel it's all so unfair.

You can't run from yourself,
There is no place to hide
It just hurts you so deep
It hurts your heart and your pride.

Then I worry that if I continue to stay,
Will it be wrong or will I be in your way?
I fear that I am not at all you need,
And that this truth will make my heart break and bleed.

Then I sit here and wipe away my tears,
Wishing you could kiss away my fears,
If only you knew how much
I miss you for I need your embrace and your touch right here

I know I can't hide from my thoughts and fears,
And I know at these times I don't seem near,
But you break down these walls
With the strength of your love,
And then I feel blessed
From God above!

My love for you runs so deep through my veins
That I dream of you, despite of the pain.
I'll take a bullet for you, if it will make you my reine,
Trust me , you'll never regret having my last name.

© Malnifruit 🍎🍎🍎