They asked me:
how did u get such courage?
Where do did u started your voyage?
Is it difficult? To choose
and not fear of what you will loose

What have you left behind?
Aren't they important?
Why kept on walking alone?

I want to thrive, not just survive
freedom, happiness, growth is all I need.
Wether I need to cut my barriers or bleed
Enough of plowing now I will plant my seed
Of feeling alive, living life
I craved and greed but I will succeed.

Yes, every decision was tough
Living in delima was very rough
Never will I betray who poured me some love
But now it dosent matter whom do I love.
I have found my solitude
And is practicing my gratitude
Thanks for showing me the way out
Now I can raise my voice and shout
I don't need to hide my emotions anymore
Every day I walk alone a little more
Step by step I search my self back
I organised, I stacked, my fears, my doubts, my worries and I buried.
I cried, I hide, I shouted and I screamed
Before choosing to live all of my dream.

I tried, I tied; my soul in layers for years
But now it's time to face my fears
Walking down the road all alone for few days gave me courage to walk little more.
Circumstances taught me lil efficacy
Self sufficiency heighten my efficiency
Till yesterday they showed me symphaty
All I kept on saying show me emphaty
But now I realise, emphaty is not their capability
As it requires same sets of values I own
And analyse the burried part which I never show

My voyages had started and I will never stop before the final destination. No matter who joined my journey or who left on the divergent. I will walk.....
Be it alone or lone... Dosent matter

All that matters is my growth
Happiness in my solitaires is beyond measure
Bring me joy and immense pleasure.





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