no romantic fantasies any more, I'mma just tell you all truth from my side
I usually don't get interested in love but whenever I did, I forgot my pride
and self respect,too big a price to pay for a prospective bride
and in the process of all this shit that I made myself go through
I lost my precious sleep,my focus and grew a hanging beard like a recluse
never tried to have a real one on one talk with her,blame my shy ass for everytime I screwed
up the prospects of a nice conversation
instead resorting to fake fantasies,day dreaming and imagination

finally gathered the courage to convey my feelings towards her on a private chat
with she being the only girl ever to receive anything like that
she rejected but also wished me luck for getting someone amazing in the future soon
little did she know I couldn't imagine one without her,for I loved her to the moon
and back, tragedy being she had no fucking clue
and this incident did break me into two
but like every cloud has a silver lining
though the sun behind may appear a bit dim, remember it's still shining...

likewise the thunderbolt which clouds of attachment towards her had struck
me in my head,soon became obsolete with each moment passing away from the day I was awestruck
in her love by itself and now as many years have gone by
I've realised one can really get over feelings for anyone and move on if one doesn't try
too hard to forcefully forget someone cuz it spoils the very purpose
and dwelling upon lost love for long has rendered many worthless !!








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