I was waiting for you , to ask me to stay ,
To show me the way .
I had some hope ,
for the scope .

I saw your soul got hurt ,
for the reason , I thought ,
To support you mentally that time ,
I ignored what I felt ,
Still , I feel the guilt .

Haven't I loved you unconditionally?
Do you hurt me intentionally?
We're separated miserably ,
Maybe everything was meant to be .

I gotta express ,
I'm in stress ,
I feel like I got played ,
what about the promises we made ?

It's complicated ,
Maybe , I was hated ?
I'm faded ,
I assure you , I waited .

I realised , I'm never the first priority ,
All you did was formality ,
Do you know , it shattered me awfully ?
I never got the surety.

I wonder , did I care less ?
My heart's a mess ,
In the race of impress ,
It made me stressed .

Some things aren't self composed ,
When I got to know , my eyes got closed ,
Every thing you told ,
Was untold ,
I never asked why ,
Still , I cry ,
while you don't reply ..why ?

Still , there's no hate from my side ,
Even though my thoughts collide ,
I feel like I died , I cried ,
And , I hide ,
Have you lied ?

I hope you for the best ,
Remember my friend , you're blessed .
I want you to be happy ,
If you feel lonely , message me .
I'm here to lift you up ,
With your 'sup' .


© _moonlight