I find it difficult to speak
I usually tend to repeat the words “I’m sorry”
Or “I don’t know”
Or “I”
And I’m sorry but I don’t know what I should do

I can’t really make a plan either
If I do I don’t remember doing it
And if I do
I don’t remember what it is

And reality is starting to feel really fake
Each step I take makes me feel like the world could engulf me
Then I get to thinking and I forget the world around me
And I get lost in my thoughts
But find myself roaming the halls
Or talking to my bestest of friends
Then I find myself in a room
Alone
Walking and talking all by myself
And I’ll forget how I got to be where I am

Then I think it’s a good idea to go and isolate
Instead of going into...