Silenced Voice

Buried I my voice for too long,
That now, I've lost my voice.
Losing my sanity all along,
Because, I kept silence. Wouldn't as much raise my voice.

I would love to speak in plane words,
But, I came from a place where the mouth is bolted,
Say it in, don't spit a word, I was told,
Talk to the walls, don't say it out so loud.

So, I kept mute, hurting in silence,
Though my heart swells, and my mind hurts,
Bitter venom forced to my gut,
They threatened "Don't arouse violence, say it not".

I would love to write it on black ink and...