I guess desperate times need desparate measures
for how long could I've given into this lust for some worldly pleasures
draining my energy,sapping my vitality
like a real surface dweller
who is afraid to go deep into his own mind fearing backlash from some dissentors
who aren't vary of calling him an introvertish pussy like they be the first begetters...

of some illuminati shit that actually never hit their minds
and I used to get so fed up of these fuckers on my side
with their inconsiderate words always weighing heavy on my mind
all that time until I realised
these hypocrites can't even be honest with themselves
but act like demigods with all the perfection in the world,preaching others at their behest
they be carrying self inflicted wounds still blame others like hypocrisy written all across their chests...

never needed perfect people in my life just a few mofuckers who may talk shit on my face
but defend me like shit even when they be out of favours with me, giving them hell of a chase
and while I'm quite okay being all on my own cuz if it wasn't the case
I would probably have been out chasing those fuckers not even tryna save my own face
compromising on my dignity and self respect hence falling from grace
but I'm not a cry baby crying over spilt milk and throwing some tantrums
cuz now giving no fucks is my only philosophy and my official emblem !!









© @unshakableabhishek