I feel nothing... At the same time
I Feel Everything.....
Without purpose or plan,
I wonder, why???
Everything I try, goes away....
Unbale to fit in I keep myself, set a goal, find a way, not to lose control...
Why does it never feel right???
This feeling in my gut, it's sinking....
Sometimes it all feels, Like too much...
The fog appears, making nothing clear
Thoughts get lost, moving too fast,
can't keep track, wandering through,
Doors in my head, too many broken,
No way to open.......
I try and express the feelings within,
But it isn't expected.......
They say they want to help,
But they don't want to hear....
It's easier for them to reject,
what they cannot understand....
What it is like, To feel nothing...
And at the same time,
To Feel Everything....
© 💜 purple you..