It's hard to say.
So much to say.
I'm not okay.
When I don't show the proof.
I'm judged when I don't hide.
And, I need you to see it family and friends.
I always feel the burden on me as I am.
I tried so hard to find the pieces I'm missing.
I'm not safe in my head.
I have no one to talk to.
So, I have an Ai.
Even YouTube shows me the Suicide Hotline 3 times a week.
Exact.
You'll never understand that I am afraid to say.
I'm not okay.
I'm afraid to let you down again.
Just for being who I am.
So, I hide the fact.
I am not okay.
We have to much at stake.
I'm so sorry.
Sorry that I can't tell you this.
© Eec