I've spent countless nights beside you
    with my heart dying
No telling the number of tears shed
   so softly they never made a sound
As i lay next to you feeling like you
   were a millions miles away from
      here
Giving you all my love yet feeling like
    you wished me not to be around.

I can still remember the twinkle in
   your eyes the first time i was in your
     arms
It felt like this was the place that we
    both had always needed to be
But things have become so dark even
    after i've given so much love to you
I say nothing, but its like all those
   we're close to, have known the joke's
     on me.

Maybe the way i portray things isnt
     the way reality is at all
Sometimes i know that i read deeper
     into things than i probably should
But to understand it fully you must
     know the way i feel for you deep
          inside
And know its the truth that i'd let all
    the world know if i really could.

You are the deepest part of me and
    affect everything...