don't even know the rules of the game

"I'm fine, I'm fine, I am fine." I'll repeat it until I believe it.
Even when I'm on fire and the spinning gets faster I'll whisper to myself that the burning doesn't hurt

I'll stand still so my dizziness doesn't make me fall

I can watch for years and years
I can stay and get left behind
I don't want you to wait for me
Don't you get it?

I don't want to wait anymore
I don't want to walk anymore
I don't want to watch anymore
Stop waiting for me

I'll never catch up to you

I'll stay forever watching you go on without me.