If only I can change back the time.
I would have found a way for you to never die.
the pain and guilt I feel inside.
every moment wishing you were by my side.
I dreamt about you day and night.
desires to save your precious breath.
but holding onto the air is impossible, it just slipped right through my fingers.
to watch you just disappear was my greatest fear.
I held your hand you were still warm.
sitting there with a lump in my stomach.
your chest stopped moving, I knew you were gone.
somehow I didn't believe.
patiently staring I felt you would come back to me.
only did I realise my hope was a fairy tale.
gently laid on the bed you were taken to your new home.




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