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* MOM... NEVER *
I can't say goodbye!!
I just can't bring myself to do it.
I don't know if i ever will be.
What little bits i have left of you
are all of me.
All i know...and if
i let you go...Then i fear the stuff i will see.
I fear that i will be empty.
That i won't feel your courage and
Hope guiding me.
I won't feel you next to me.

Don't you understand!
That without you i am doomed
Standing in quicksand, with no help...
No way out.
However much i scream and shout.
So Please Forgive me Mum for
keeping hold of you...
As just the thought of letting you go...
Letting go of my memories of you...
Is the last thing on this earth that
i would willingly do.

© Melissa Taylor