Verse 1: I was at the end of my ropes/ laying in the dark/- /I had no place to go/ for the sky showed no stars/-//


Verse 2: Euthanasia was the plan/ praying for the dark/-/ silent shadows be my friend's/ let the night be my park/-//


Bridge 1: I'm calling out so desperately/ God help, me, see/ give me a reason/ to believe/-//


Chorus 1: My mind is under attack/ no strength I have left/need to burn this book/ just throw it all away/-/ Im trying so hard/ to push on through/ but my soul is fading/nothing more I can do/-//


Verse 3: Sitting in darkness alone/ pouring my heart onto the stone/-/"If you exist God, please/ come rescue me/-//


Bridge 1: I'm calling out so desperately/ God help, me, see/ give me a reason/ to believe/-//


Chorus 1: My mind is under attack/ no strength I have left/need to burn this book/ just throw it all away/-/ Im trying so hard/ to push on through/ but my soul is fading/nothing more I can do/-//


Verse 4: Suddenly, in the family way/ twas the answer towhat I prayed/-/ Second chance is given/ new faith starts today/-//


Bridge 2: Giving my darling back to You/ Do with her, as You wish/ My life is Yours/ and So is hers/-//


Chorus 2: She's the defense, when I'm under attack/ vital chapter in this crazy book/ New strength, every, day/-/ A reason to forever hold on/ two souls connected/ an unending bond/-//


Final Bridge: One day we'll meet again/ face to face we'll stand/ praying you'll understand/-/ Everything I did, for, you/ Tho each day , i, break/ Holding to God is, the, way/-/You're my angel, dear/ renewed my failing faith/ God used you to give me life/ Babygirl, you saved me-//