Am I about to die, I am not surprised
because everything seems so dark,
Even my emotions are emptying,
my feelings are supressing from
my heart,
Even when I am deeply sleeping ,
I am still thinking about my
unfortunate past,
I am extremly afraid,
I am continuously in threat,
Because sucidial thoughts
are not very far,
1ly why I'm alive & I'm giving a fight,
Because of some duty and
some of uncompleted task,
Everybody thinking I'm so happy,
I'm so zappy,
How can I be so dazzy,
bcz I'm mentally smart,
But friends I'm wearing a mask
as joker who always laugh,
What you are seeing in me,
what I'm showing you,
bcz no body wanna be with a
man who don't bask,
But I'm gift of the God,
Boon of the Lord,
He must have some plan
for his son in this world,
So I shall be alive,
I shall keep continuing my fight
on every day and night.




© Mukesh Kumar Gupta