mera ek dost tha jo mere jigr ka tukda tha,us se milkr mano mera din bn jata tha main sirf us se milne ki talab mei
roz school jata main poori koshish krta ki wo jis bhi bench pr baithe main uske sath baith sakoon uske aur bhi dost the
claas mei bhut logo ka chaheeta tha wo,

pr mujhe lgta ki main uska chaheeta hoon mujhe lgta ki jitna main use maanata hoon utna hi wo bhi mujhe
apna samjhta hei pr jb bhi hm dono ke beech anban hoti tb main hi use mnaata chahe galti us hi ki ho tb bhi main ye soch kr jhukh jata ki bs hmari dosti bni rahe kisi bhi tarah pr ek baar hm mei anaban hui to maine bhi gusse mei bol diya ki agar tumko meri dosti pasand hei to tum bhi effort kro wrna rahne do
ye dosti chor dete hein aur main uske
paas se uth kr door jakr baith gaya,
maine soch kabhi to usko bhi meri kmi khlegi wo bhi mujhse kahrga chl na yr
sath baithate hei tere bina zindagi
mei maza nhi,
main roz uske aane ka intzaar karta rha,
phir ek din maine
dekha usne apne paas kisi aur ko meri jagah dedi aur phir main apna sa muh lekr dekhta rah gaya,
phir bhi ek din jb uska birthday aayaa tb mujhse raha nhi gaya aur maine socha chor na ego chl use wish karte hein maine use call kiya
to usne bs aise hi baat ki jaise sb normal hi ho phir usne apne naye dost ko mere aur uske beech ki sari baatein btaayin..
jo ki mujhe uske naye dost se pata chlin
tb mujhe lga ki main kabhi uska dost tha hi nhi,
maine hmesha usko apna dost maanaa usne mujhe kabhi nhi ....
usne mujhe nhi maine use chuna tha..
aur uske baad maine usko uske nye dost ke sath khush rahne ke liye chor diya..
aur kabhi us se baat nhi ki ..
aaj 3 sal ho gaye hein hmari baat huye
pr uski koi call koi msg nhi aayaa
usne kabhi palat kr mera haal nhi poocha...💔😞

pr mera aaj bhi bhut mn karta hei ki ek baar us se baat ho poochoon ki kaisa hei wo kyunki bhale usne mujhe apna dost
na maanaa ho pr maine to mana tha pore dil se..khair meri to bs yahi dua hei
ki wo jahan rahe jiske bhi sath rahe khush rahe hmesha..
kyunki wo mera dost tha
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