You, finding fault in everything I do,
Don't know if it's true but you,
Say you care for me,
Hoping you'll be there for me

You, taking control of my life,
Waiting for me to open my eyes,
Not knowing that I can see

I can see my way,
And I'm okay
I'm okay with falling and rising
With drowning and winning

I need your help
Some steps up
But not the whole way up

I "need to learn" you say
But I can't,
I can't because if your likes,
Your dislikes,
You choice through my voice
I just can't

I accept that I need you,
Need you not to correct
My every action
With the reaction
"Could have done better"

I'm scared to confront you
After all I've been through

I'm growing, I want to fly
I want to touch the bright sky
But a your stings on my wings
Pull me down

But one day I'll fly,
Fly away from you and your commands
I will sore up high
Far away from that nest of negativity.


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