#ReverseChronology
you'll never hear me say that I'm good enough.
I know in my heart that the number on the scale defines my worth and that
being thin will make me happy
I refuse to believe that there is hope.
I'm ashamed of my body.
No longer can I say that I am worth fighting for.
I’m very ugly So don’t try to convince me that is an incomplete, neutral thought.
I am a very beautiful person
Because at the end of the day” is another neutral
I hate myself in every single way
And I’m not going to lie to myself by saying
There is beauty inside of me that matters
So rest assured I will remind myself
That I am a worthless, terrible person
And nothing you say will make me believe
I still deserve love Because no matter what I am not good enough to be loved
And I am in no position to believe that Beauty does exist within me
Because whenever I look in the mirror
I always think


© ssk