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Black Shadows

13 days ago

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I am back, even I don't know why I stopped.
well technically, I still wrote just did not have the courage to post.

I have been fighting,
fighting many things.
from suicidal thoughts to possibly everything.

And I know I am too young to think about all this,
even then I am just supposed to be turning thirteen.

I don't know why I got these scars on my hand suddenly,
When I was fine, most probably.

I don't know why I have to be so "selfish",
or so they say.
when all I have ever done is, is for them.
I do everything for them and be selfless.

Do I just ruin everything or I just get the blame?
do they want me around or just so they don't look bad?
Do I need to be here? It's not like anybody knows my name.
Do they need me? or they just play the game?

And I don't know what to say,
when I cry everyday.

Always on my bathroom floor,
tears exiting my eyes like there's no tomorrow.

Is it my fault I feel left out?
Is it my problem that they don't like me?
Am I not the one they want?
or they just don't want me anymore?

© Blackshadows

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