No fairy tale
You don't think you're strong
You don't show it
You swallow it when you get the chance to say it
You're suffering because you don't know
You don't know what to do
To write a song, to cry
Or sing a song?


I'd rather do neither
I find myself in the darkness
I am more than this
I know
I shouldn't let

I don't want to sink
That unutterably hateful feeling I'd like to scrape out of my heart
To feel
I'd rather suck it in

I'm taking it all in
And I'll march along
A red carpet not only in my thoughts
Don't let it, just feel it

You know it's not okay and it won't matter later
# Fuck me but fuck me hard
You never did before
Don't be modest
You know who you are
Let them know


Give them a reason to hit
Not physical
And it's better to race
My special face
Inspired by a hurt girl
Who I'll protect and beat instead

She's done the same with her words to your heart
Believe me, this behavior is more than appropriate
We'll put on a show that'll turn into reality

Darling, you and I are unstoppable
We've been hurt, we've taken revenge

You know what you are who you are
What is determined by one little ignorant unlucky bastard?
Six nothing

Read this when
There is such a thing
I'll be there
And someone else will be there
Sort through
Who can be by your side
And don't let someone else decide for you
You can't be squeezed out
Fuck you, honey
You're strong, fuck you


I want to write a song
I can't believe it's mine
I want to hear a voice
That might not be heard
To see a miracle
As if today no longer exists
As if my body would fly away
As if everything would be beautiful.


A moment worth more than two
A voice that everyone heard
A question that has an answer without an answer
Hidden faith
A little bit always
If race then yes
I have no hope





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