I’ve realized too late that i’ve
overspent my energy
chased you as you ran away from me
and you looked back periodically
to make sure i was still following
you came in at at a very crucial time for me
my sense of self was developing
at the same time i thought God was giving me my “One”, Finally
but nah that nigga was just playing
said here girl, i’ll give you two options
and let you decide
choose yourself or choose this ride
i chose not one, but both sides
i blurred the lines
i thought i could have both at one time
and now i’m facing the consequences
of selfish desires
burning holes in my heart
like seemingly harmless baby shower fires
singing heartbreak songs about hoes and liars
hoping they speed up the healing process,
cuz a bitch is tired


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