whenever I'm alone with my thoughts, I can't help but wonder, do u still think about me and if u do...do u smile when u remember me,
I can't help but wonder did u move on already or are u struggling with that just like me while fooling urself saying that u did,
I can't help but wonder, what lights ur day after my smile is gone, what kills ur boredom now that you don't hear my loud ugly laughter anymore, what keeps you going now that I'm just a memory... a forbidden memory that aches ur heart because u never wanted it to end...
I can't help but wonder, what quench ur anger if it is not my face that only u see beautiful, what do you hold if it's not my skinny little body and what are you wishing to kiss if they are not my lips with the...