It happened long ago,
when we became friends
You were nerdy, unsure of yourself, and had little friends
I was dating a boy—who wasn’t meant for me
I thought he was. I tried to make it work. it wasn’t meant to be.
You liked me and you told me but I didn’t like you back
but you stayed my friend and dealt with that
As time went on you quickly became my best friend
our connection was like no other I had felt before…
I couldn’t wait to be with you. My favorite thing to do.
I started to wonder if I liked you
then I told myself no, he’s not attractive enough for you
he’s just a friend, a really close one if you liked him you would know
then more time went on and I realized I liked him
and that all of my favorite moments, feelings, and conversations were with him
I still hasn’t ended my relationship yet, I was scared to leave
stupid me
…
I still remember the day we sat next to each other outside on your front porch swing
you in your hoody, hands in your...