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It was never love
my heart's at the point where it's completely broken,
my soul is at the orbit where it's gone,
my anxiety has reached heights even the stars will never see,
my essence has been drained far beyond.
I try to stay strong in a mind that destroys me,
I fight to erase the feel of your touch,
yet once I'm naked all I feel is your eyes on me,
memories pulsing every nerve of my brain.
Each crevice of my day is spent hurting because of you,
each thought bloodied with inconceivable pain,
you said you did it because you loved me,
but that love was never ttrue,
you knew I was too young to comprehend.
I feel guilt for being naive,
pain for not being a fighter,
hatred for not knowing how to make it end.
I hate me,
I hate you,
I loathe all of who I am,
how to move forward?
I'm not sure I ever can
#sexualassult #sexualassultsurvivor #sexualabuse #pain #depression #sad #sadness #metoo #hurt
my soul is at the orbit where it's gone,
my anxiety has reached heights even the stars will never see,
my essence has been drained far beyond.
I try to stay strong in a mind that destroys me,
I fight to erase the feel of your touch,
yet once I'm naked all I feel is your eyes on me,
memories pulsing every nerve of my brain.
Each crevice of my day is spent hurting because of you,
each thought bloodied with inconceivable pain,
you said you did it because you loved me,
but that love was never ttrue,
you knew I was too young to comprehend.
I feel guilt for being naive,
pain for not being a fighter,
hatred for not knowing how to make it end.
I hate me,
I hate you,
I loathe all of who I am,
how to move forward?
I'm not sure I ever can
#sexualassult #sexualassultsurvivor #sexualabuse #pain #depression #sad #sadness #metoo #hurt
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