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Addiction
Needing you is not right
Wanting you ain't any better
But I can't help but think you are my light
And that brings in all the unsent letters
Lots and lots of them
Cause writing to you makes me feel good
Even if you'll never read them
I can't help but write to you and brood
You are toxic like a bad drug
One hit and I'm sucked in
Then my head is covered with a fog
This fucked up illusion within
My mind knows you don't care
But my heart doesn't listen
Cause it's addicted and I can't bear
I can't bear the pain of loving you
I can't bear the cost of losing you
Cause I need you to numb all the pain
But you gave up on me, on us
You left me with all my insecurities
Did you ever love me?
I guess I will never find out