The weight is soon to bare down on me, I know that the hour is ahead
The impending doom and the absence of you will linger in my head
I will look out around and know that I made these decisions and it is on me
Why did I continue to do the things that have me bound why do I not choose to be free
The state of this house, the kids disappointmet, and the way my dad looks at me
I have not done a thing, no not one fucking thing it hauints me and all I do is scream
How repulsive is it to have such a potential and never reach it
The things in my life have been for a purpose and I am suppose to teach it
There is not much time for me to find my mind
it dwindles down and one fact you find no friend in time


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