call it pathetic but I call it childish
we're little lovebirds then but the feelings were empty. I would cry a river every night before going to bed because I miss you. I still do cry alot that's why I don't know what to call this but it hurts.
it hurts very much to always miss you
it hurts very much to always love you.
it's even hurts to write this poem out of words but full of tears in my eyes.
I never thought it would hurt this much
I never thought my feelings for you would last this long.
we now talk but it's not enough I love you, I hate me I hate that I love you.
what should I do? I ask me that often
I am stupid to still let you in my head

I wish you didn't Tell you that you have her so I would blame you for this pain, does she make you happy? does she live you as much as I do? I want to ask you that but what can it change?

I never thought of losing you this early that's so naive of me. just so you know I don't know what to feel anymore, love or gate? pain or grief? whole or shattered?
enlighten me if you can oh no that's my stupidity again I always dream of you but finds you no where when I wake

I am settling for the ghost of you. I live in your shadow everyday. these feelings are breaking me please come to pick up the pieces.
#broken heart 💖💖
© Gisele