It causes chao's,were there once was peace, it psychologically suffocates one with anguish, and dramatically flashes intrusive relationship scenes,

Every inch of it is now an irrational twist, being dissected and on a loop with no righteous ending,

And now I can see your inconspicuous smirks and grins, as I compromised, or gave in, even with proof in hand, to your lies, and misgivings,

I continued to unhesitatingly and overwhelmingly extinguish your needs,
And chivalrously try to deplete your voids and deaden your grievances and griefs,

But your lies are extremely discouraging, and so is your mischievous patterns of deceit, your continuing dismissal to my pleads, has shown I'm not the one you want as a King,

So why toy with my sanity? Pack your bags and leave,
don't continue to scream I LOVE U, then treat me like nothing,

For you I have changed my being, where there was no purpose, I placed dreams, goals, and vigorously prayed for us to succeed as a team,

My sacrifices where to make you see and believe, that you are forever the air I breathe,
And without you life means nothing to me, but you still proceed selfishly and insidiously,

We've wasted years and energy, on your negative deceitful deeds, your unethical non-monogamous rendezvous and secret meetings,
It could've been us building each other up to achieve greater things,

But you had the audacity, to brainwash and undeniably poisoning our seeds, Depicting me angrily and menacing, so you can further your infidelities, and unsanctimonious in betweens,

I unfortunately and undoubtedly, let the disparities from my childhood, engulf and submerge in me negatively,
I've also failed at times in parenting, with no role model to reflect on for clarity,

You lost your mom young, and unexpectedly, I was neglected and abandoned before puberty, we both lack the emotional develops and normalcies, that could've helped us alleviate some of this toxic chemistry,


Forever&Always my first Love you'll be….LLV
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© By, Stan Steel63rd