We love and we lose. Full of pride and then regret. The emotional rollercoaster hasn't stopped yet. Many times we are forgotten or are the left over carnage of a little bet. Someone may be your world and your there first regret. You defeated the lion you only bought her the best. You sacrificed your ownself. But where still nothing in her head. You lived it like a life, she played it like some chess. She had been thru it before and hadn't recovered yet. To afraid to let you in she was emotionally dead. Her scares so deep but a weakness she would never let you see. Emotionally unstable was the diagnosis. But it was truly she was...