Closing dilemna
i have a day waiting after today.
i think i have a week after Sunday.
i'm not sure of a month after this one.

ICU, but i don't see me so good.
trying to think what to do,
but thinking's taking too long.

i don't own much, so let it go where it will.
can't think whom to say 'Sorry' to.
i forgive all, blanket, like this one on me.

lots of work hanging, promises,
unseen places, no regrets.
i had my own story, pictures.

let it all, all, go,
it'll all stay real when i'm not,
that's fine by me, really.

just one thing bothers me,
between the doses & the naps:
what to do this week and next?

© Sanjib Basu