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Floating On Your Reality
I can't stop dragging those rocks
The weight adding up

Smooth skin peeling away
My body I no longer recognize

Face with dead eyes
Drooping lashes

Nothing but pain inside
Deceiving the lies

Chasing that sugar high
Leading to fake comfort

Ten seconds of goodness
A night of crying

Dripping into days
Craving turns it to weeks

Why does it have to be so sweet
In the end adding onto my guilt

I wish you never broke me
Brought me, bought me

I thought I was someone else
Until you finally told me

Thanks for the half a year
Of being trapped

No fresh air
Unless you complete two times prior

I used to run
They told me it would kill me

When all the while
The only meaning behind those words

Were to control me
And it worked

I just hope one day
Those thoughts you binded to me

Will be no longer
Wishing for a life with natural happiness

I'm so sorry me
That I ever let them push you over

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