I cried a thousand death
My tears stills don't know when to stop
People say, you are so strong
But inside I tremble with fears
Coudnt control my tears
My pillow hasn't seen any dry night yet
My dreams stills give me fright
But as soon as I see those innocent eyes...
I numed.... I regain my strengths... My tears forget to flow and realise I am his mom..
I don't have time to grief or sorrow
I need to make his life beautiful and bright... So does my eyes sparkle with hope..
Now I m a woman with determination nor any desire
I m his life support may be his entire world...
He looks this world from my experience and for him it's heavenly,
Colourfull and peaceful
Where he dance, sing, jump and scream
Demands for everything that he have seen
Elplore every inch of his sorroundigs with joyful and playful tone.
He looks at me like I m the only person whom he trust, I m his hope, I m his faith, I m his future and m his lover, I m the one whom he want to stick and be with all the time, his love for me is pure.. All he wants is to wobble around just with me Nd no one else...

He get insecure in my absences and he seek me for comfort. He seek me to be at ease and he seek me to feel the warmth... My presence is only way to make him feel protected... As from his birth till now he have only been with me and only me...
I cried a thousand death every day but he never have seen me cry..

I know when to hide my tears..
I smile with my jolly face
All he can see our life is cheer full and joyous...

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