I have watched my fears take control of my life before, I watched my fears kill every best moment I tried to experience, this time fear wouldn't win like I vowed. My slogan switched to enjoy every moment as it unfolds, I wasn't scared anymore or maybe I was scared but I tried controlling the impact it had in my life.
Am not good at assuming things, yes I try cause I'm afraid that I would ruin the moment with my being delusional,I'm afraid I create pictures in people's mind that they never had. I am an over thinker, each moment of my story has a maybe, maybe I'm not yet to the point of my happiness? Maybe I am but I'm just afraid to experience it.
I've met people that create the best in me or the worst in me, some beasts in me are as a result of what people created in me. Talking of beasts,I mean, fear, trust issues and many more. I don't...