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Is It Just Me?
Is it just me or did everything get darker than it was before?
What the hell, how am I supposed to know anymore?
It feels like I've been blinded long ago.
But only blind to half the things I know.

Is it just me or did the light get a little further away?
But how can I tell when I'm stumbling through each day?
It feels like I'm being haunted for my past mistakes.
Can I really be accountable for all of these aches?

Is it just me or am I slowly falling toward something worse?
Is my life just full of bad luck or maybe some stupid curse?
'Cause I've been trapped on this downhill slope,
Just hanging on to this little bit of hope.

But I'm losing this fight.
It doesn't feel right.
Where do I go from here?
Maybe I should just disappear...

3/13/2021
© Sam T. Parker