Did all those kisses,
Those calls,
Every moment we spent;
Ever mean anything... To you?,

Had a chance and you missed it,
I'd give it
All up, to see your clothes fall
Again ,

Still have the stains on my bed,
All these thoughts across my head,
Had this broken heart;
Claimed you could fix it ,
Instead
You made another open scar,

3AM cruising;
Breath reeks of booze,
Noticing i missed your abuse,
Because I love pain and the bruising,
Always choosing you;
Now I'm losing you ,
And you're accusing too ,

How did we get here tonight?,
Every night watching you fight
With me ,
Were you ever really in love? ;
Or was I another game you played,
Didn't you see me numb;
From the pain
You brought so quickly?
If everyone wanted you ;
Would you still have picked me?,
If I was hunted too ;
Would you still pray to the sickly? ,

Take me back..
To the days
As a happy couple,

Pour me a double
In my glass ;
For the pain,

I hate
The troubles
We had ,

I hope he was worth it,
I wasn't ever perfect,
Noticed when you threw out my first gift,
Grabbed my heart; said u wouldn't hurt it ,

And now,
I'm laying down ;
All on my own ,
Checking the texts coming thru the phone,
Ascending clouds;
Because I let you down..

© MattTheOneAndOnly