I feel alone and when I feel like I'm completely on my own, I go from a version of me I recognize to one that is a bewilderment to behold. She is frazzled, she allows fear to guide her way. Her mind travels light years quicker than she can keep up with and suddenly she's standing on this cliff where the end lies directly below. And it's so tempting, how close she is. So tempting to just leap off and find out what is below. Something holds her back. A voice. A soft voice that has never seemed so worried, speaking on the other line, "Where are you Kristina?"