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Dear Sam
Dear Sam,
You didn't tell me that no-one could know themselves fully. Why didn't you tell me that life is not how you see it as a child. I don't know whether to stop seeing life through those eyes. I peeped into adulthood, the view isn't pleasant. I don't seem to have a choice not to be an adult. It's scary to think that people won't understand me and will always judge me. I'm scared that I'm not mature enough to live through all this. Is it alright to want to disappear? I can't do this anymore. I'm always sad. I can't trust anyone. It's so hard for me. It's so hard to not be able to talk to anyone, to not be able to trust anyone.
Love,
Mel.
You didn't tell me that no-one could know themselves fully. Why didn't you tell me that life is not how you see it as a child. I don't know whether to stop seeing life through those eyes. I peeped into adulthood, the view isn't pleasant. I don't seem to have a choice not to be an adult. It's scary to think that people won't understand me and will always judge me. I'm scared that I'm not mature enough to live through all this. Is it alright to want to disappear? I can't do this anymore. I'm always sad. I can't trust anyone. It's so hard for me. It's so hard to not be able to talk to anyone, to not be able to trust anyone.
Love,
Mel.
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