I miss you more than ever.
I miss you more than I thought I could.
I cried a lot more than I thought I would.
Now and then I’ll sit in my room by myself,
Thinking about Why did you have to go?
I’m learning how to heal the pain.
And the thought of you leaving.
The feeling that you’re not here with me anymore.
It felt unbearable, and impossible,
To get over.
When you were gone I tried so hard to be strong.
I even hated myself for being so selfish.
For all the thoughts that were going through my head...